This was too much to handle. I ran up to my little Rachel's room. Even though I haven't told about her much she was like my second Paige. I talked to her about EVERYTHING. She was my little guiding star with her bright and shining example. The doctor's told me I couldn't go in but I didn't listen. I pushed my way in and surprisingly I got passed them. Must be the adrenaline. Rachel was pale and I could tell she was slipping. I looked at her and told her I loved her and she said “I love you too” in her weak little voice. The doctors came in and said that I really needed to go get myself cleaned up but I wouldn't leave her side. At 2 in the morning she passed away. I finally let the doctors take me in and I found out I had broken my nose, cracked my skull, and had a broken ankle. I just wasn't able to feel anything because some of my nerves were damaged. I was unconscious for two days. When I woke up I found out that Mackenzie had passed away also. Her body wasn't able to handle the pain. Emily had internal bleeding and would have to be at the hospital for awhile. And Paige was with me the entire time. Nobody had any news on my mother. They wouldn't say.
Two weeks into my recovery and Jake came to check on me. He had been in New York on a business trip with his dad and he flew home as soon as he heard. They moved all of us girls, well what's left of us, into one room. Except for my mom. She had to stay in a different unit.
It was just Emily and me now. Our family would never be the same and I knew it was going to be tough times ahead of us.
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